Prayer

I was weak and I fell for you,
On the first night you whispered those words in my ear.
I love you...
Return to me,
So we can go back to how it was in the beginning.
Endless starry nights and the sweetest taste in the air,
My head on your shoulder,
Crying.
Tears and blood.
That is all it ever was.
I hate you.
Thank you god for giving me this oppurtunity, to do what has been done before. To think what has been explained, to see what can be faked, to hear what means nothing. Today I suffer, knowing that tomorrow I will be happy. And the next day, I will die. Will I remember what you put my through, and for what it was for?